Do It Alone

You ever get the feeling, you know, the one where you are the one person in the room that every doesn't like. Recently I feel like I am that person. You know, the one where everyone rolls their eyes when they turn away from talking to you, the one where they laugh at your jokes just to make you leave. Yeah, that guy.

I am the self-proclaimed room silencer, the guy that says something and kills the room. I have seriously contemplated not saying anything. It is hard for me, because ... well ... I like to talk. I think I am talking to my friends, but with the way some people can be, who knows these days.

I feel like I have an important role, but really, I am starting to feel I don't. How can it feel important when, when I talk there is maybe two people who feel like I am credible enough to be speaking. I am like a kid lecturing adults on the correct things to do. Hell, why should they listen to me when I don't even take my own advice.

So, it has only been two days at school and I am already growing tired of it. Oh well, I can't ask anyone for help, because then I would not be trying, so I guess I have to do it alone.

Sugarcult, "Do It Alone" on Lights Out